devastated

devastated..

that would the best word that describe me for the time being.....

when i was expecting life would be better it turn out to be worst
darn!

but, who would i blame most?
my STUPID face
STUPID me...

i always said,
my life was determined by me, not others
but it did not happen dat way...

Allah....apakah rahsiaMu..
jika benar hidup aku ini kebergantungan kepada yang lain
temukanlah aku dgn si dia
agar ada tgn yg memimpin

aku ini buta...
mata fizik da la rabun
kadang2 buta hati ~
kita tak tahu siapa yang ikhlas
sapa yg tak

susahnya................................